I hope this does not seem too self indulgent but I feel I must in order to help me carry on after the death of my dear wife and provide a catharsis for me.
It is my farewell message to Susan which my brother read out in church for me.

MY DARLING SUSAN
We had 24 years together, 20 as man and wife.
We did make it to 20 and I am so glad we had our party even though at the time you did not feel up to it. We have records of thehappy occasion which I will always treasure with our other precious mementoes of our great times together.

It was my good fortune to meet you and get to love you and as time went on I came to love you more.

From the start we clicked, had the same opinions and outlook.
We seemed to have an almost telepathic knack of knowing what each other was going to say.
We were lucky to have very good friends but even when we were alone we could be happy with just each other's company.

You once asked me what annoyed me about you and I could think of nothing.
Yes you sometimes irritated me by standing in the doorway talking when I wanted to get past, and rearanging things so that I could not find them.

I could never find a pen as you had them all in the pockets of your body warmer which you wore for the purpose but these were only minor details and I can honestly say you never annoyed me.

You always gave a running commentary of what you were doing, "I'm just putting the kettle on" or I'm just going to have a cup of tea", and your habit of asking me what I was doing "why are you going upstairs" etc.

But these little feminine foibles are what made you interesting as a person and gave you your individuality which I will miss for ever.

Occasionally I DID have to tell you to hold your tongue when you went out as you tended to say things as they seemed to you.
You would never have made a diplomat, but, with you what you saw was what you got, the truth as you saw it and this honesty gained you many friends

They also liked your sense of fun and intelligent wit and personality. You were tidy whereas I was not and we complemented each other. You were good with paper work while I was not and I don't know how I will manage without your help.

HOWEVER you would never have held a job down in a museum. You would have dropped all the priceless exhibits.
We used to say you would have dropped a priceless Ming vase and indeed when almost daily you knocked something over we referred to it as a "Ming".
You would have kept a glass factory in business as you broke so many glasses.

BUT you put my house in order.
I have to admit it was a bit run down to say the least when you moved in. You agreed to do so if I painted the bathroom which I did.

Since then with your persuasion we have had a new bathroom,house roof,wash house, workshop, kitchen, porch, conservatory, car port and the much mocked "cess pit" as well as tidying the garden.

You put your stamp on our house and made it a HOME, one I was proud to show my friends.

Although a "townie" from Beech Hill you adapted to farming and, wearing your cowboy hat accompanied me to the auction.

YOU BECAME "A BILLINGER" FOR ME.

You got to be a good cattle judge and when I was selling I always had to have the OK from you before I let them go.

Good as you were at that you were no sheepdog and useless at herding cattle as you were always in the wrong place. We even forgot to bring some home which we had bought because of the muddle we got in.

But with your office training you could do the books. Everything had to be in order and labelled.
Your good advice was invaluable to me in my practice and farming business.

I was lucky. Every farmer needs a good wife and you were that farmer's wife for me
You never jubbed when I aksed for your assistance in the farmyard and later you supported me with my politics where you made even more friends.

From a business point of view I would have been, and now am lost without your talent.

BUT my darling Susan I did not expect you to leave me so soon.
As it happened fortunately we had just made our 20th anniversary and I can be thankful we went ahead with the party at which you looked so lively that I cant yet comprehend that you have left me.

You always spoiled me, brought me little presents and thought of me when you went out.
You were too good for me but I hope you knew how much I loved you and still do, and I regret not having told you so more often.

I used to joke that "my wife bosses me mercilessly". How I wish you were still here to "boss me mercilessly" now.

You have suffered so much in the past 20 years, your body mutilated with 8 operations with the discomfort that entailed. You did not complain although you were often and even usually in pain, few peopleknew.
You were the life and soul of any gathering we attended in spite of your medical history and I was proud to have you at my side.

In spite of my efforts you suffered so much over the years with fortitude. I tried my best, but in the end it was not enough. I wish I could have and had done more to prolong our time together which for me was much too short.

You were my soulmate, never in 20 years apart for more than 6 hours. We went everywhere like lovesick teenagers, holding hands

When I see the rich and famous breaking up and parting I realise that however much money and fame they have they do not have a fraction of what we had.
I wouldn't have changed you in a million years.

On holiday we never met anybody. We did not need them. We were a partnership, content with each other.We only needed each other as I still need you but alas that can not now be.

I will miss you more than anyone can imagine.

BUT you have suffered too much and I don't think your system could have taken much more.

Hard as it is for the family we take comfort that your death was quick. You did not linger.
Two minutes after giving me instructions you were gone, a terrible shock for me but for you a good way out of this world, a journey we must all take.

FOR YOU NOW,
NO MORE MUTILATION OF YOUR BODY,
NO MORE CONSTANT DISCOMFORT,
NO MORE TIREDNESS,
NONE OF THE INDIGNITY OF HOSPITAL INVESTIGATIONS, WHICH YOU HATED,
NO MOREE PAIN.

Few knew how much you went through with stoicism.
You are free from all your troubles and we, although sad are left with the joy of our many happy memories and the good fortune at having met and loved you

I will try to carry on for the sake of the children but whatever happens---

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

REST IN PEACE MY DARLING.

Corrupt states collapse when consent is withdrawn

This short video is about what is happening in America, but you can easily change America for Great Britain as the exact same thing is happening here in Our country to us -

2009 is the first year of GLOBAL GOVERNMENT

I write this short blog to apologise for my lack of contributions in the last four weeks owing as SK said to the sudden loss of my dear wife.
With all the necessary arrangements I had to make I had not the time to do much else.
Also I lacked the inclination to keep abreast of the news or anything else and was only kept sane by the hundreds of messages of sympathy from my friends and the support of my family.

I was especially touched by the support and attendance of many fellow Nationalists at the funeral.
I am gradually finding the will to live and carry on and hope to feel motivated to comment further on this blog.

That Susan was a committed Nationalist was well known and she had many friends among fellow patriots and the funeral was organised to reflect our national ethos, with" Jerusalem" and "I vow to Thee My Country" being among the hymns.

The attendance at the funeral was in the words of the undertaker the largest at our church for forty years, reflecting the high regard in which Susan was held both in Nationalist and local circles.

I will and am finding it hard to manage without her as I must learn to do.
I am determined to carry on the good work she performed for the sake of our country, community and British people.

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR KINDNESS.

Subconscious War

This YouTube documentary juxtaposes pop culture images of consumption and bubble-gum images of sex and materialism, with the brutality of war from which the powers that be wishes to distract the populace.

A TV interview of Aldous Huxley offers insight into the inevitable role television would play in our lives. It is possibly one of the most importantly prophetic interviews in history, and integration of contemporary news clips only emphasizes his point further.

I, PET GOAT II - *VERY DISTURBING*

Can anyone figure out what the message is ?



This is a very disturbing short CGI/ANIMATION which links certain world events to the Worlds leaders, Occult, Satanism, 9/11-3/11-7/7 Numerology, Cabalism, World Religions, False Flag Attacks, Symbolism etc, etc, etc.

A SAD LOSS TO US ALL

It is with great sadness and regret that I have to report the sudden and tragic loss of Susan Mather on 22/06/2012.

We offer our deepest sympathy and condolences to Charles and his Family.

Our thoughts go out to Charles, who is taking great comfort from his close Family who are with him at this time.

The Hundreds of condolence messages and cards have also given Charles great comfort.

We have also lost a Dear Friend who will be greatly missed.
Wigan Patriot, Nationalists and the wider British Nationalist Family have lost a TRUE PATRIOT and FRIEND.

Charles will need our support at this time and we must be there for him whenever he needs us.

R.I.P.
SUSAN JACQUETTA MATHER